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The Most With the Time You Have

Saturday afternoon I clocked in, I worked my shift, I signed the confidentiality papers, I clocked out and—it was over. My company officially closed its doors the next day and I became a statistic of the recession. Everyone who heard about the company closing quickly offered their condolences and support. I felt touched, grateful and…guilty.

The first few hours of learning I would no long have a day job, (evil or otherwise), were rough. I had long term plans, including transferring out of state within the network next year. To go on a mini-vacation with not a care in the world on day and come back to know it was all gone five days later, well there are no words and too many of you don’t need words because you’ve lived some variation of it. Knowing the hardship others are experiencing is what makes me feel guilty.

After the first few hours I thought about all my works-in-progress and the sense of loss slowly transformed to a sense of excitement. The current average I’ve been quoted is three months to find a new job in the non-profit sector, for a town this size maybe six. Things will be tight, but doable and that means three to six months of writing full time while I search.

I was among the countless writers that lamented the writing hours lost to the Evil Day Job, (which by default is any job, not matter how rewarding, that is not writing full time). “Oh, if only I could spend the ten hours of work and travel-time writing I could get each WIP done and truly devote myself to my writing.” It’s a phrase I’ve heard and said some variation of numerous times. When we said it I’m sure we were all dreaming of lotto numbers and big advances that let us retire to write, but what we got was a struggling economy and the consequences of living in such. But time is time.

I spent a day writing up a new budget and figuring out ways to tighten our belt. I’ve spent weeks organizing open call deadlines, prioritizing WsIP, (or is WIP its own plural?), and clearing out my writing space. As January became February I was beside myself waiting for the end of the month. By February 23rd I was all but bouncing up and down as the days ticked by. Everyone around me grumbled, railed, ranted or wailed about the coming end while it took everything in me not to clap and holler the final week.

I wouldn’t have chosen this path to much needed writing time, but it’s the one laid out before me and so I’m going to walk it with a smile and enjoyment. We all have to make the most of the time we have while we have it. Goodness knows we need the money I was bringing in, but being depressed and angsty won’t put me back in the workforce a single day sooner. On the other hand, accepting this as exactly what I asked for—a chance to write full time—will get me well ahead on my project list and get more submissions out there for consideration where they belong.

If you’re a writer, every bit of time you get that you complain about is time you could be writing. Waiting in line, at the doctor’s office, during gridlock, picking kids up from practice, waiting to be called for jury duty, and even sudden “redistribution of personnel resources” are all chances to finish what you started or start what you’ve been talking about.

If you’re a reader I don’t have to tell you how to make the most of those times. What I will tell you is that every opportunity to pursue what you love is the right opportunity, even if it’s a stunning one you would have never chosen.

For those of you like me, I wish you the best, and I hope this change is one that reveals a chance for all you’ve ever dreamed about. For those of you still caught in the EDJ, congrats on the steady income, and good luck on taking advantage of every nook and cranny to pursue the dreams we often lose to the daily grind.

To everyone who’s ever wanted anything but thought there wasn’t time, there is. Good Hunting.

~Xakara

Zombies are NOT the New Vampires...

Since opening on October 2nd, 2009 Zombieland has made back almost three times its production budget domestically. When it opens in the foreign market it will break the 100 million dollar mark, guaranteeing a sequel of some kind or another. The 2008 film Quarantine did less than half of that, but that’s still nearly four times the production budget and Quarantine II is shambling down the long road to a theatre near you. On the literary front David Wellington’s Monster Island did so well it spawned Monster Nation and Monster Planet. And one cannot speak of zombies on the page without speaking about that lovely gem Pride and Prejudice and Zombies by Seth Grahame-Smith with Jane Austen credited as co-author. Left 4 Dead, the first person perspective cooperative shooter game for Windows and Xbox360 is set in post apocalyptic landscape with four survivors fighting against an infected zombie horde. Since its release November 21st, 2008 the game has sold some 3 million copies and has a sequel coming November 2009.

These few drops in the Great Lake of the zombie genre are among the many to incite the phrase “zombies are the new vampires” time and again. They’re not. Really.

Tales From The Lighter Side

Among my friends there has been much conversation as of late on the merits of the lighter, “quiet” book. Opinions vary, as opinions should, but the one thing agreed upon is that they have their place, especially in romance. Unfortunately, I think romance is where we tend to see the fewest lighter books, definitely in paranormal romance.

Secret babies, marriages of convenience, cruel bets, accidental deception, intentional deception, supernatural mysteries, mundane murder sprees, impending doom, all of it has been a background in romance for our couples, trios, and so forth getting together or being torn apart. The line between urban fantasy and paranormal romance has been blended, (or skewed depending on your viewpoint) to such a degree that nearly any catastrophe could befall our beloved main characters, sweeping us to the highest highs before plunging us to gut-wrenching lows. And I get as caught up as anyone in it, but I don’t always need it.

I Got Nuthin'

The title says it all. Despite my inherent bloggy nature and everything to happen over the end of 2008, I’ve got nuthin’.

Mayhaps, I’m still taking it all in right now. It’s been a year come the 26th, that Shifting Passions has been out and people are still reading it. It’s still real. I haven’t woken up and realized I’m just planning, and wishing, and hoping, I’m actually doing.

Okay, there wasn’t nearly as much doing the last eight months as there should have been, but then again, I moved cross-country and started my life over from scratch. I’m embracing the stressful standstill and taking it for what it was at this point. But it left me doing triple duty now, trying to meet deadlines both external and self-imposed before winter’s gone and summer brings new stories I can only guess at.

Abandonment Issues

They cancelled Pushing Daisies, David Tennant is leaving Doctor Who, Stargate Atlantis is in its last season, and even in the face of True Blood, I’m still mourning Blood Ties. I’m suffering serious abandonment issues here folks.

With Three You Get Romantica

Where Do I Fit?

It seemed a rather appropriate question for an introductory post. Hi, I’m Xakara and I write Erotic Paranormal Romance. Or do I?

I know that it’s Romance because it deals with developing relationships and has an HEA. I know it’s Raranormal, because well, the half-blood shapeshifters gave it away. But is it Erotic? What makes it Erotic?